I miss...

I am here agn to tell you wat I have done today + how I feel now. hehe
I cleaned my room and did my housework for few hours this morning....supposed to clean the kicthen also but everyone went shopping ald so we can just put off to tmr cuz I am lazy to clean alone also...not a surprise, I went to shop too...I felt so guitly after I paid for wat I bought and stunned for few minutes, hehe. It was horrible cuz I was like dont know the economic is so down recently...as edmund said,"I realy go out to save the economy"...haiz, is this a good thing? It is good for everyone but not my dad...anyway, I will stop for 2 months(hopefully), and save a bit on my grocery shopping from nxt week onwards... But 2 housemates b'day coming in the following 2 weeks and Easter break also coming in 2 weeks time...how? I am poor now and in the future.
Today I also did "yao cha guai" for my housemates...cuz they bought the ingredients from sdyney but didnt want to do it since last year...so I sacrifice a bit la. haha But I was quite enjoying in it though it end out not like "yao cha guai " but "dont know wat to call?" My housemate invented a name for it which was chips...As long as it can go into stomach, I didnt care so much cuz the guys in this house are rubbish bin...

Now, I miss the day we "crazy" together, I feel like want to sing k, want to get drunk, want to chitchat &...I just want to be a CRAZY gurl now...

AND I MISS ALL THE DAY ME N YOU SPENT TOGETHER ...MY BRAIN CANT STOP TO RECALL EVERYTHING WE HAD DONE! HOW?

I miss...

AN AWESOME BIRTHDAY

huiwen + angela

all my b'day cards

by angela(hand-made one, so touching)

bus come faster!

my dearest friend in nc

action aaron

"lenglui" in da house

president + organizer= sim

the only couple in da house (weiman+haeyoung)

yummy yummy

sweet seletion

Ending~

I m so thankful of everyone wishes, no matter via sms, msn, facebook or phone, thanks for sending me a warm gretting, I will always remember...
It was really a special day for me, a day I turned up to be an adult, a day which has made my life more colorful and meaningful...
I loved all the cards with full of warm grettings, I loved the cake with full of sincerity, I loved all the present you all gave n I think I will love the video you have made though I havent seen it.
Thanks, Thanks, and Thanks...
I was so paiseh to be the "b'day girl" actually cuz I felt so unnatural when everyone sang the b'day song for me, looking at me, and asking me to blow the candles, to make my wish n etc...hehe (I m just shy)
I felt so happy when the "whole house ppl" walking together down the street, taking bus together to have dinner, and crazy together to make fun.It was an awesome n unbelievable b'day for me! We had japanese meal in nagisa, after that we walked all the way down the beach to goldderg's coffee house for our sweet selection...everyone was full till wanna puke d...n the bus service is only up to 10 smtg on weekday, and when we finished was already 11smtg, so we had no choice to take taxi ...thanks for the organizer who skipped one hour class to reserve the dinner and plan everything out...thanks for everyone spending lots of money cuz of me...and lastly, I believe we will develop a very strong friendship within each other at the end of the day...
I am glad to have you all as a friend in my life...friendship forever
cheers

~If..~

If human can eat one meal and last for three days
If my brain can stop functioning when I sleep
If my mind can get rid of all -ve thinking
If there is no distance btw us
If I m 18 forever
If I m smart enough
If I m a super woman

IF AND ONLY IF...

Wishing heart~

Once I heard "Hero", I will miss you so much and wat I will do is keep repeating and repeating...

Yesterday I went to play basketball with my housemate in the 7.30am , haha.It was unbelievable right? But I did cuz I couldnt sleep well since I reached here. I dreamt the same thing 3 times in 3 weeks. I hate that kind of feeling cuz it was so suffering. So when I came back from basketball, at noon I went to sleep agn, wah!! I didnt dream already, and that was the only comfortably and deeply sleep I never had for so long. I miss it....
But this morning when I moved my body out from the bed, (OH MY GODNESS) it was so painful! So the whole day I walked like a pregnant mummy.lol. But anyway, I make my mind to do more excercises so that I can sleep well at night.
Oh ya, I have decided to go NZ during my june holiday already. Hopefully it will be fun and I wont get drunk. But now I look forward the Easther break cuz I wanna go sdyney. I really need a rest and I want to make my life more colorful. Here is so boring till I dont know if I will regret to spend my 4 yrs here...So, I really hope that you can come here..wish GOD BLESS YOU & ME then.

wishing heart~

Good News

Horray!!! 3 good news to share with:
1. My dear got an extremely high mark in his biology test~wat a big surprise for me!!!hehe, i never look down at you la, juz bcuz you re too lazy till i cant believe you would spend you "sleeping" time to study...but , u really did a good job, so pls keep going and never never disappoint me agn, ok?
2. My another dear friend went to a new relationship ald!!!huh, I was chatting with her 2 days ago n she told me that she needs sometime to think abt it 1st, but after two days her mind has told her to accept him...hehe. Good for her also cuz i know she doesnt need to torture herself in thinking all those "undefined" questions.So i need to congratulate her and pls share ur hapinees with me so that I wont feel bored.haha
3. It's abt myself- Today I went to find Bernice who is my course coordinator this sem and told her some of my real concerns which irritated me for quite a while d. And her response was surprised me as well and I really need to thank her la. Cuz she helped me to gain some confidence agn. She asked me not to worry too much and she believed i will be fine. Anyway, I still need to work hard and no excuses + laziness in my mind. GOAL:Keep seeking resourses as long as it does help in my work!!!
Arh, tmr need to go clinic agn and it gotta be a whole day observation!!wat a poor thing... But it's a new topic for me to delve in which is stuttering. Last time someone said that I have this problem as well , haha, now i am going to treat patients who have stutteing, can I?Belive in me, pls...I am fully recover.. k la, goin to bed soon...share agn when I am free...

Updated somemore abt myself...

Another 10 days will be my 21st b'day, hehe...
Wat gift should i give myself for becoming an adult???
Wat aim do I need to achieve in the another 10 yrs?Do I satisfied with my current situation??heheAll useless questions came out from my mind!!!
Cant concentrate on my studies for 2 days d, keep thinking n thinking but ntg came out...
Was planning to be a volunteer caregiver in a multicultural centre but looks like may not have enuf time to study, how??have to go there by bus n pay myself...arh, i am lack of money now...
haiz, still considering abt it.
i applied to be a baby sitter too but looks like no hope d...anyway, study hard is my aim now...
juz now my sister told me my dad gave her rm3400 to do slimming, haiyo....now economic so down she still spent money like water...really cannot tahan her la
but may be i will go nz too, so shouldnt say her la...
today went to the singaporean party felt so sienzzz...wat happen to the ppl here? or i m the one who has problem?sigh~
got to stop here 1st, cuz goin to study now....may be will do other things also , haha

Gonna find out more about ORANGE

3...2...1...n go !
Yeah, i have created a new blog here to post up all my sweet memories...(hopefully)
I should spend more time on this n shouldnt be sluggish anymore...(hopefully)
Promise, Promise n promise, but i just have no time!!y? y? y?
I just dunno y my life will end up study, but ntg much to fill in ..
I should have more socialize, but i just lazy and rather stay in my nest whole day and face all the "rectangular things"!
Arh, what should i do to solve out all the question marks i meet currently?
Anyway, this is my 1st blog so i should be excited as i have mentioned just now...hehe
Hopefully my second yr uni will be colorful...n i will make it colorful
Wish myself all the best...